What you so blithely refer to as Karma can only be described as your own selfish attempts to justify treating someone who has always shown you kindness, like shit. Well I understand the need to reconcile that which you find lacking in yourself by lessening those around you via playful banter, it's only a matter of time before everyone understands it for what it is. Scrambled attempts to strengthen ones ego at the price of someone else's momentary happiness (are you that small inside? can you find more effective ways to be happy around others?). But what is truly ridiculous is the simplicity that is the cure for your situation. Try to realize we all love you for who you are, and if you'd shut the fuck up for more than 5 seconds at a time, and quit regurgitating bullshit, you may even hear us say it.

Further???
Why not.

Most people have realized that unless they're truly willing to trade situations with another, there are simply no means for them to have the true contextual values to appreciate what someone else is going through. I'm trying to avoid shoes, which involve feet, which can be put so efficiently in so many places. So to offer unsolicited, and in most cases unhelpful, no useless, advice is self centered and immature, if not bloody ironic. But thank god your here to save us all, you know, just saying. Placing constant references of your vast spanning intellect, are only subtle reminders that we all grow up at our own pace, and boy are we smart.

To take a medium of expression seriously is to envelope oneself in all the possibilities that the medium involves. Positive, negative and neutral, being utilized in such a evenly entwined tapestry that the audience is undulated through a course of emotions they perhaps were not aware was possible on the same palate, let alone in the same painting. You may play to weakness and get your desired response time and time again. Will you challenge anything by doing so? Or are you wagon with a broken wheel, doomed to carve a rut that goes nowhere?

In summation.

I do believe your qualities significantly outweigh your faults, and even if they didn't, you're like family, so I'd still protect you from aliens. Just please quit fucking about.

*mush*
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